Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Imprisoned in Time

R,

I don't know how you could stay away from me. And if you wanted to keep distance then why now, why not when it was needed. It only makes me think you used me, but his heart cant take it, that you used me. For me you may have different or some difficult situation. When a person is lonely he/she may take steps which he/she may regret. I don't want you to regret your marriage, but I will only say this. God give you happiness in abundance.

The time I spend with you is not just time but love. That Love is the only thing we're capable of perceiving that transcends dimensions of time and space, where we would spend days and night just talking sometimes 48 hours(God bless america for unlimited call time).

Time is a thing that everyone knows intimately until you ask them to tell you about it.

For me those days or hours where like dew drops, staring at first light of sun and smiling. Time goes slower for those who are closer.

Time is a relentless prison

And I am imprisoned in that time.

That arrow of time have scared my heart.

Nothing distinguishes memories from ordinary moments.
Only later do they become memorable by the scars they leave

Our life's are strange journey through time forever binding us yet alluding us.

This will be my good bye to you. Ramya. Leave me, release me from your memories. I beg you.

For you I might be just some guy. For me you were the only one.

--Wishing you all the happiness in world.


Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Romantic Retard

My Dear,

Everything happens for a reason. Even we having different paths is also for a reason. But one reason remains absolute...You are something to be cherished and nurtured. Not this life but in next life..I hope.   

Monday, August 28, 2017

My Dear R

Hello R,

Its been 65 days since you told me.."its not gonna happen" and 32 days since we exchanged any text. But there have been not a single day I have not thought about you.

From my morning calls to my evening video calls. You were part of my day and night. My day use to start with you and end with you. All the moments we shared are engraved deep in my heart. My R.

I know you are married and happy now. But I just wanna tell you, not this life but next life we will be Together. And nothing can hold us apart from each other.

May you have all the happiness in life.

  

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Virtual Reality

This is nothing to do with the concepts for virtual reality. In past few days i have been seeing the implications of messaging apps and its effects on my behavior. I wont name the application but one the the most popular chatting applications of today's generation, has brought me to a startling discovery. Though we type in text and stuff on chat the response do play a role in the emotions after it.

            One of recent events when I took my personal differences on public chat, later on the after effects where adverse. I have been noticing we are getting some what addict to this technology. This would be thumbs up of software engineers who has made a system that has achieved it, but as a victim of it, I would say it is a difficult stuff to gulp at end of the day. We do check the last seen of people just to take a look at wht he or she is up to. You have messaged and waiting for reply...indirectly checking his or hers last seen an speculating that the person is avoiding you. I did harsh conclusion but it does feels that way.

       
         

Monday, November 24, 2014

Journey Begins

The Days....

          Wondering how things behave and the nature of fabric around it. The world and the people in it equally contribute to its well begin. With one action affects another.